- My son is gone and his situation is not working as he had hoped. He is trying to make this work for Madison. I've never seen him so miserable.
- My husband is living in terrible conditions. Sleeping on a top bunk in a tent with 20 men and sometimes doesn't even have water for a shower. He works 12+hours/day, 7 days/week.
- I still struggle with the loss of my dog... every single day.
I do NOT struggle with living alone. My husband likes to brag that he continues to make me self sufficient. I struggle with the death of my best friend and the fact that my other boys are living in such miserable conditions. I can't help Spenser or Roger and I can't bring Ripley back. I have none of them to distract me from the loss of any of them.
Here I sit in this big house. From the outside I look like I'm living the American Dream, but I've lost both my mamma's boys and my husband lives in a war zone.
I'm very thankful for what I have, and have little reason to complain. I just deal better with distraction... and really how many gallons of canned foods can I really eat?
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I assumed with the level of canning you have been doing that you had insider knowledge of impending end of the world scenarios.
I feel better knowing it's just to keep busy,..
I wish you were home every single day, I worry about you so far away - no matter how self sufficient he makes you.
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